The Transfer Letter

•October 30, 2010 • Leave a Comment

“Nothing in this world is permanent except the word CHANGE”

it was a suprise when i heard that my name is included in the list of agents who will be transferred to a new account. what???…new ACCOUNT???…na naman?!?. i thought that i’ll be staying in the moneygram form-free account for a long time, but it was just a thought and will never be for real. kunsabagay, nasanay na ako ng palipat-lipat ng account eventhough it is very hard for me but i always keep my mind open for bigger things or opportunities that might happen to me in the future, ganun naman talaga ang buhay sa mundo, lahat ng bagay nagbabago kahit na ang mga tao sa paligid mo nagbabago din maging ikaw, sabi nga “nothing in this world is permanent except the word CHANGE”, everyone of us should accept the fact that everything in this world will not stay forever, in the end, sarili mo pa din ang tutulong sayo to be on top, hindi ang kapit-bahay mo, officemate mo, TL mo o kahit ang pulubi sa daan, nandyan lang sila to give you moral support and strength to go on and fight.

i remember when i was in pacifichub before, my previous and 1st call center company, i started there as a low class agent, i said low class because the account is too easy and a not so challenging account, nakakasawang ulit-ulitin ang spiel kasi outbound local, then suddenly, i was transferred to globe prepaid account, if you compare it with those international accounts there di hamak na mas mahirap naman ang ginagawa namin dun, dahil customer service, we handle diff. kinds of inquiries and complaints about the globe’s product and services, bukod sa queing na araw-araw nakaka-toxic pa, sobrang stressed pero enjoy!..after that, 3 months lang ang itinigal ko dun at nilipat na naman ako ulit, this time, regular postpaid aman at ang huli ay ang pinaka-mataas na local account ng globe which is THE PLATINUM SEGMENT, kung san high-end people ang makakausap mo araw-araw, may foreigners, businessmen at celebrities. nakakatuwang isipin na kapag sinabing taga-plat ka eh SUPER AGENT ang tawag sayo. 🙂

its a new beginning again…
new set of friends…
new skills…
and a brand new experience…

everything happens for a reason and maybe God has a reason why i’ve been transferred, always look at the brighter side, that is the best thing i should do, i’ll never let any negative thoughts to fill my mind.

Team Zephyr's Team Building in Laguna
thank you so much to my Team Zephyr Family!
we will be back equipped with new knowledges and skills…WATCH OUT!..^___^

The world is changing and there seems nothing that we can do but change with it. However, many of these changes sometimes challenge the very nature of our humanity. There is nothing constant in this world except constant change. Change is needed for growth, but not all changes are good, even if they have become acceptable.

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H.A.T.E.U.

•October 27, 2010 • 2 Comments

your grievance shall be avenged…

•October 21, 2010 • 3 Comments

oh! beautiful shadow lost in the darkness
bringing torment and pain to others
oh! damned soul wallowed in your sin
perhaps, it is time to DIE!…

Have you heard of this particular website where in you can type the name of a person you want to send to hell???…yep! send to hell…then suddenly, a young girl wearing a school uniform will appear right behind you. She is Enma Ai, The Hell Girl(Jigoku Shoujo in japanese term), she will punish your tormentor and send them straight into the depths of hell….sounds exciting!…:-)

Hell Girl is anime series from japan which was premiered starting 2006 and was followed by it’s second season “Hell Girl Futakomori”. After the success of the two seasons, the third installment began airing on Japanese TV on October 4, 2008. The official title of the third season was announced to be “Hell Girl Mitsuganae”, mobile version of the series.

What can I say about Hell Girl?

Hell Girl, is one the best animes I’ve ever watched though it’s theme focuses only in taking revenge, injustice, and hatred, somehow at the end of each episodes there is a lesson about life and how to deal with it.

http://www.hellcorrespondence.com – a supernatural system which can only be access at exactly 12 midnight. It allows people to take revenge by having other people sent to Hell via the services of the mysterious titular character and her assistants who implement this system.

This is  for you, if you truly wish revenge, untie the scarlet thread from his neck, pulling the thread binds you into a covenant w/ me, I will bury the soul of your tormentor straight to the depths of HELL, however, once veangance has been served, you will then have to delivered on your end the bargain. there’s always has to be a price and so when you die your soul will also belong to HELL. you will never know the joys of heaven, your soul will be left and wander thru a world made of pain and agony, there to remain for all of eternity. now, the decision rest w/ you…

will you enter the covenant with hell girl?…creepy…

credits:
http://www.wikipedia.com
http://www.animefreak.tv

for my mom…

•October 19, 2010 • 2 Comments

This was my mom's birthday last october

hindi ko alam kung ano ang problema. she’s always like that pag meron syang matinding iniisip. maririnig  na lang namin syang sumisigaw at humahagulgol ng iyak sa isang sulok ng bahay, she’s loosing control with herself, wala kaming magawa kundi pakalmahin sya. my mom is not crazy or insane, hindi namin sya masisisi kung ganun sya, sa sobrang dami lang siguro ng iniisip nya kaya she’s acting weird minsan. pagog na pagod na siguro ang mom ko, marami syang gawain dito sa bahay, lahat sya ang gumagawa, i cant help naman kasi, im busy with my work, pag-uwi ko magpapahinga na ako agad. naiinis ako sa dalawa kong nakakatandang kapatid na lalaki, mga wala silang trabaho, ni maghugas man ng pinggan hindi nila magawa, puro upo at higa lang nakasanayan nilang gawin. matanda na ang mom ko and i want her to just sit and relax, having chit chats and coffee on the side with my dad, they are not supposed to suffer like this coz they are too old.

this was the first time in a long time na nayakap ko ulit ang aking ina para lang mapakalma lang. i remember when i was a kid then, sa kanilang dalawa ni papa sya lang ang palagi kong kasama, sya naghahatid sundo sa akin sa school, gumagamot at nag-a-alaga sa akin kapag may sakit ako, i still remember when i first entered college, that was my first day in school, hindi ko alam ang sasakyan ko papunta doon, you know what she did? hinatid nya ako. i was 16 yrs. old then, nakakahiya dahil sa laki kong yun eh hinahatid pa ako sa school pero nung first day of classes lang yun.

for me, my mom is the best mom in the entire world, siguro naman lahat tayo ganun ang tingin sa mga mom natin. without them wala tayo dito sa mundong to’.

im sorry mom if sometimes sumasagot ako sa inyo ng pabalang, i never meant to do that. you know, i love you so much, ikaw lang ang nag-iisang babae na pinakamamahal ko. wag po kayong mag-alala, starting today kahit na pagod ako tutulong ako sa gawaing-bahay para naman di lang kayo palagi at para naman mabawasan yung pagod na nararamdaman nyo. alam ko namang mas pagod kayo kesa sa akin eh that’s why im planning to give you a vacation trip para naman makapagpahinga naman kayo at makapag-relax.

kung may problema kayo dont hesitate to tell us o kahit ako lang, eventhough im the youngest child in the family it doesn’t mean na im not mature enough to understand you.

i love you mom.wag mu ng gagawin ulit yun ah…

oh! my! i got sore eyes

•October 17, 2010 • Leave a Comment

friday night at around 10pm, gumising ako pero hindi ko masyadong maidilat ang dalawa kong mga mata, may kung anong sakit o hapdi akong nararamdam pag sinusubukan ko itong idilat, alam kong namamaga ang kaliwa kong mata sa dahilang hindi ko naman alam…

dali-dali akong nagtungo sa sala kung saan nakasabit sa pader ng aming bahay ang malaki naming salamin. doon, bumungad sa akin ang kagimbal-gimbal na katotohan…

mahapdi
mamula-mula
maluha-luha
at
nagmumuta

ganyan ang mga mata ko nung makita ko sa salamin
hindi ko alam kung anong sumpa ba tong binigay sa akin…sore eyes ba to?!…tama! sore eyes nga…shit!!!

san ko ba to nakuha?
paano ako nagkaroon nito?
nahawaan ba ako ni dennis? (officemate ko na may sore eyes.:-))

waaaaahhh?!??! panic mode na ako…

that time eh hindi pa naman ganun kalala ang sore eyes ko kaya nagawa ko pang pumasok sa trabaho. shades lang ang katapat nyan para hindi nila makita kung ano talaga ang ichura ng mata ko. pero makalipas ang ilang oras na shift, pag tingin ko ulit sa salamin eh sobrang pariwara na ang mga mata ko, muka atang makakapag-LOA(Leave of Absence) na ako nito ng wala sa oras, at yun, nangyari na nga. sa mga oras na to namumula pa din ang mga mata ko, parang wala namang bisa yung gamot na binigay sa akin,  hay naku!

sana naman di na to magtagal pa, tama na ang isang araw na umabsent ako…

shit! na sore eyes ka…lubayan mo na ako pls..

FACTS ABOUT SORE EYES FROM wikipedia.com

Conjunctivitis or Sore Eyes (also called “madras eye” in south India or “pink eye“) is an acute inflammation of the conjunctiva (the outermost layer of the eye and the inner surface of the eyelids), most commonly due to an allergic reaction or an infection (usually viral, but sometimes bacterial).

Causes

Conjunctivitis is most commonly caused by viral infection, but bacterial infections, allergies, other irritants and dryness are also common etiologies for its occurrence. Both bacterial and viral infections are contagious. Commonly, conjunctival infections are passed from person-to-person, but can also spread through contaminated objects or water.

The most common cause of viral conjunctivitis is adenoviruses. Herpetic keratoconjunctivitis (caused by herpes simplex viruses) can be serious and requires treatment with acyclovir. Acute Hemorrhagic Conjunctivitis is a highly contagious disease caused by two enteroviruses, Enterovirus 70 and Coxsackievirus A24. These were first identified in an outbreak in Ghana in 1969 and have spread worldwide since then, causing several epidemics.

Diagnosis

These are done infrequently because most cases of conjunctivitis are treated empirically and (eventually) successfully, but often only after running the gamut of the common possibilities.

Swabs for bacterial culture are necessary if the history and signs suggest bacterial conjunctivitis, but there is no response to topical antibiotics. Research studies indicate that many bacteria implicated in low-grade conjunctivitis are not detected by the usual culture methods of medical microbiology labs, so negative results are common.[citation needed] Viral culture may be appropriate in epidemic case clusters. Conjunctival scrapes for cytology can be useful in detecting chlamydial and fungal infections, allergy and dysplasia, but are rarely done because of the cost and the general lack of laboratory staff experienced in handling ocular specimens. Conjunctival incisional biopsy is occasionally done when granulomatous diseases (e.g., sarcoidosis) or dysplasia are suspected

Conjunctivitis resolves in 65% of cases without treatment, within 2 – 5 days. The prescribing of antibiotics to most cases is not necessary.

when i DIE

•October 15, 2010 • 2 Comments

may iiyak kaya pag namatay ako?
may tatawa kaya at magsasabing “buti nga sayo, epal ka kasi eh”?
may mga magiging masaya ba sa pagkawala ko sa mundo?
may maglalakas kaya ng loob para sugurin ang doktor ko at sisihin sa pagkamatay ko?
may tatalon kaya ng building para magpakamatay at samahan ako sa kabilang buhay?
may bubuhat ba sa kabaong ko para ihatid ako sa huli kong hantungan?
ang dami kong tanong pero hindi ko alam kung ano ba pwedeng maisagot sa mga yan…

i opened may facebook account today. may nabasa ako dun na “when will you die test”, sinagutan ko yun at ang lumabas na year of death ko ay 2031, shocks!!! 21 yrs. to go na lang at mawawala na ko sa mundo.,,ewan ko kung totoo yun.

i ask myself, if you will die, anu ba gusto mong magiging cause of death mo?, i answered, i want to die because of leukemia or brain cancer, kahit anong malubhang sakit. why?, gusto kong makita ako ng mga kaibigan at kapamilya ko kung gaano ako katapang, kung papaano ako lumaban sa hamon ng buhay. as simple as that…parang yung sakit lang ng mga bida sa mga koreanovelas…yun bang sa gitna ng hirap at sakit na pinagdadaanan ko nagagawa ko pa ding ngumiti at mabuhay na parang walang iniindang sakit. sa ganung paraan ko lang din malalaman kasi kung gaano ba ko kahalaga sa buhay ng mga tao sa paligid ko.

sana bago man lang ako mawala sa mundong to ay makapag-iwan man lang ako ng mga masasaya at magagandang alaala sa mga taong naging parte ng buhay ko. at sana magawa ko lahat ng bagay na gusto kong gawin bago ako kunin ni Lord.

anu-ano nga ba ang mga bagay na gusto kog gawin bago ako mawala?…

1. makapag-publish ng book na ako ang author.
2. i want to spend the last minutes of my life w/ my family, yun bang family outing.
3. i want to drink and get drunk w/ my barkadas, kumanta sa videoke and party all night long.
4. i want to sing in front of many pipol kahit hindi naman ako singer.
5. i want to ask forgiveness to all the people na nasaktan ko, kung meron man.
6. i want to go to church and give thanks to God for all the blessings he gave to me.
and last…
7. gusto kong mahalikan at mahagkan ng mahigpit yung taong pinakamamahal ko
habang pinagmamasdan namin ang paglubog ng araw.(sweet!!!)

napaka-simple lang ng mga kahilingan ko di ba?, kung magagawa ko lahat yun, handa na kong mamatay.

pero kung patay na ko, mamimiss kaya ako ng mga taong yun?, siguro naman oo, dahil ako mamimiss ko sila ng sobra-sobra. e san naman kaya ko mapupunta after nun?, sa heaven ba or hell?, i dont know but im pretty sure that i deserve to be in heaven w/ God. hindi naman ako masamang tao eh.

e kung nasa heaven na ko, anu na kaya ang mangyayari sakin nun?, yun ang hindi ko alam…

life is too short so live it the way you want it to be
take many pictues as you can
laugh and drink as much as you can
kasi, we all dont know kung kailan ang ending ng buhay natin dito sa mundo kaya before tayo mawala at least nagawa mo na yung mga bagay na gusto mong gawin.

2031, mahaba habang panahon pa ang ilalagi ko dito, tma na siguro yun…

“ANG HULING HABILIN”

1. please lang, kung dadalaw kayo sa burol ko magsuot kayo nga brown shirt, yun kasi ang favorite color ko.
2. bawal ang umiyak, saka na pag ililibing na ko, i-enjoy nyo muna ang paglalaro ng sugal at pagkain ng libreng biskwit at pag-inom ng mainit ng kape(wag ka sanang mapaso).
3. huwag kayong maglalagay ng sisiw sa ibabaw ng kabaong ko kasi disgusting tignan(pang-mahirap).
4. huwag nyo kong susuotan ng barong, gusto ko naka-pang-corporate attire ako na may spongebob necktie.
5. yung coffin ko dapat black yun.
6. kung maglalagay kayo ng picture ko, gusto ko naka-collage, puro solo ko lang(wag ng isama yung mga pics ko na nka-undies lang).
7. sana bago nyo ko buhatin at ilibing, gumawa muna kayo ng isang powerpoint presentation ng buhay ko
magmula ng baby pa lang ako.
8. yung mga gamit ko, please,…wag nyong susunugin, itago nyo na lang lahat sa baol at ilibing sa lupa(parang yamashitas treasure lang)
9. at kung pwede lang din “angels brought me here” yung song ko habang dinadala nyo ko papunta sa huli kong hantungan, kundi mumultuhin ko kayo
10. after ng libing, magpicture taking kayo, hayaan nyo, sasamahan ko kayo sa picture. paki-upload na lang sa facebook ko yung mga pics, bigay ko na lang yung username and password ko.

hahaha!!!

this blog entry was taken from my friendster blogs site. i am wondering how i came up with this kind of idea..hmmm…

paalam, xanxan ko…:-(

•October 15, 2010 • Leave a Comment

naalala ko tuloy nung una ko kayong makita ni charchar sa isang petshop, napakasigla nyong dalawa at nakakatuwa kayong pagmasdan kasama ang iba nyo pang mga kapatid. noon pa man binabalak ko na kayong bilhin at alagaan para sa tuwing uuwi ako ng bahay ay merong mag-aalis ng pagod ko. masayang-masaya ako nung araw na inuwi ko kayo ng bahay, alam kong naninibago kayo sa bago nyong tahanan at medyo mailap pa kayo sa akin, ni ayaw nyong hinahawakan ko kayo, nagpupumiglas kayo, nagpupumilit na makabitaw agad.

pasensya na kayo at hindi ko kayo agad nabigyan ng magandang bahay kung san kayo malayang makakakilos. wala pa kasing budget ang amo nyo kaya inilagay ko muna kayo sa malaking kahon. ganun pa man, kapag may oras akong bantayan kayo ay hinahayaan ko naman kayong gumala sa buong bahay. nakakatuwa pag nakikita ko kayong tumatalon at naghahabulan sa isang makitid na espasyo ng aming bahay, nagsuot pa kayong dalawa sa ilalim ng higaan kaya hindi ko kayo agad naibalik ni charchar sa kulungan nyo.

hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga nangungusap mong mga mata xanxan, napakagandang tignan, alam kong bata pa kayo ni charchar at medyo maselan pa kayo sa mga pagkain kaya binilhan ko talaga kayo ng pagkain na with vitamins ang tatak para maging malakas ang pangangatawan nyo at mapabilis ang paglaki ninyo.

mag-isa na lang tuloy si charchar, alam kong nalulungkot sya ngayon dahil wala na syang kasama sa malilit nyong bahay. alam kong hinahanap ka din nya sa mga oras na to, wag kang mag-alala, aalagan ko sya ng mabuti at mas lalo ko pa syang mamahalin.

pasensya ka na kung hindi ako agad nakauwi ng bahay, biglaan eh, lam mu naman ang amo mo kelangan din ng social life kahit minsan lang para namang hindi ako masyadong nagmumukmok sa bahay. siguro kung umuwi lang ako ng maaga eh naisugod pa kita sa malapit na veterenarian para ipagamot ka. sorry talaga…

alam kong na masaya ka na sa mga oras na to kung saan ka man naroroon.
mananatili ka sa puso namin ni charchar magpakailanman man.

hinding-hindi ka namin makakalimutan…
paalam xanxan ko..:-(