for my mom…

This was my mom's birthday last october

hindi ko alam kung ano ang problema. she’s always like that pag meron syang matinding iniisip. maririnig  na lang namin syang sumisigaw at humahagulgol ng iyak sa isang sulok ng bahay, she’s loosing control with herself, wala kaming magawa kundi pakalmahin sya. my mom is not crazy or insane, hindi namin sya masisisi kung ganun sya, sa sobrang dami lang siguro ng iniisip nya kaya she’s acting weird minsan. pagog na pagod na siguro ang mom ko, marami syang gawain dito sa bahay, lahat sya ang gumagawa, i cant help naman kasi, im busy with my work, pag-uwi ko magpapahinga na ako agad. naiinis ako sa dalawa kong nakakatandang kapatid na lalaki, mga wala silang trabaho, ni maghugas man ng pinggan hindi nila magawa, puro upo at higa lang nakasanayan nilang gawin. matanda na ang mom ko and i want her to just sit and relax, having chit chats and coffee on the side with my dad, they are not supposed to suffer like this coz they are too old.

this was the first time in a long time na nayakap ko ulit ang aking ina para lang mapakalma lang. i remember when i was a kid then, sa kanilang dalawa ni papa sya lang ang palagi kong kasama, sya naghahatid sundo sa akin sa school, gumagamot at nag-a-alaga sa akin kapag may sakit ako, i still remember when i first entered college, that was my first day in school, hindi ko alam ang sasakyan ko papunta doon, you know what she did? hinatid nya ako. i was 16 yrs. old then, nakakahiya dahil sa laki kong yun eh hinahatid pa ako sa school pero nung first day of classes lang yun.

for me, my mom is the best mom in the entire world, siguro naman lahat tayo ganun ang tingin sa mga mom natin. without them wala tayo dito sa mundong to’.

im sorry mom if sometimes sumasagot ako sa inyo ng pabalang, i never meant to do that. you know, i love you so much, ikaw lang ang nag-iisang babae na pinakamamahal ko. wag po kayong mag-alala, starting today kahit na pagod ako tutulong ako sa gawaing-bahay para naman di lang kayo palagi at para naman mabawasan yung pagod na nararamdaman nyo. alam ko namang mas pagod kayo kesa sa akin eh that’s why im planning to give you a vacation trip para naman makapagpahinga naman kayo at makapag-relax.

kung may problema kayo dont hesitate to tell us o kahit ako lang, eventhough im the youngest child in the family it doesn’t mean na im not mature enough to understand you.

i love you mom.wag mu ng gagawin ulit yun ah…

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~ by alfion lee on October 19, 2010.

2 Responses to “for my mom…”

  1. all the work that your mom did was worth it im sure if she was able to bring you up the way you are know. . .

  2. among all your posts this is the most appealling as i view it. mostly because i could not relate to your previous topics, im familiar with the concept but that’s it.
    i was going throigh this peace and i’ve felt genuine and unconditional love. this made me appreciate my mom even more. your mom is very fortunate to have you as a son,and surely you having her as your mother. . .
    you’ll go straight to heaven i sure. . .
    your mom’s effort hasn’t been in vain if she was able to raise someone as responsible as you. . .

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